have u ever
accidentally let somebody get real close to you only to realize they weren’t worthy?
i have
and the whole thing…process of realization…coming to terms with said fact has been (yes this is recent) eye opening
me feeling like crap for feeling anything at all, for doing so prematurely
a real “silly of me” moment
what makes me bring this up now is the so-and-so is reaching out now, with tired jibs & jabs, attempting to poke fun (seemingly) when it wasn’t so fun 2 me 2 feel so alone in the moments i 2nd guessed myself over and over, and in the moments i allowed myself to sound stupid to others in defense of his fraudulent behavior…
anyway, i was just wondering if anybody out there had ever seen such a thing start, then look like it was pausing, but it altogether froze and has now melted fully away….?
